My name is Sellah Blessing and this is my story:
I got pregnant for my brother and it really changed my life big time.
Our mothers knows about it since we're young at the time and really didn't know
how are we going to handle things. i kept the baby of course and just pretended
I got pregnant by some guy on a one night stand so that no more questions. I
kept it a secret even to my boyfriend. We tried to forget about it, we've moved
on my child is doing okay since he is in school now and my parents love him
dearly. For a few years I tried to ignore and forget about what happened. He
had his own life even got his previous girlfriend pregnant, I tried to move
forward too although me & my boyfriend got separated (because of the
distance, I decided to move away since I always feel guilty) So I'm kind of
chosen to be single. Until recently, me and my cousin communicated again and he
keeps on telling me that he can't explain what he actually feels but through
the years even if he got into many relationships, he feels like he's more happy
to be with me and if only he can shout out to the world that he wanted to spend
the rest of his life with me, he could have done it. On my part, I don't know
if I feel the same. All i know he's the father of my child and no matter what,
I cannot change the fact that we are connected deeply. And I just feel
comfortable with him. But I don't understand. Because I still wanted to be
married to the right man and to the guy I truly love but then I also feel like
no matter how much I wanted to get away with our unusual situation, I always
end up in his arms.
Hope to get advice from people who understand my situation. I feel like I'm a
sinner :
hmmmmm
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